Being Loving

Being loving is something I used to think I was. I have realized this past year that there are lots of ways I am not loving.
I finally get what it truly means to love.
I am learning to do it sometimes and will keep working on it until I get it 100%.
Our world depends on it. I feel it is the most important thing for me to do. Perhaps, the only thing that matters.
It means I love you even when you hurt me or someone I love.
I forgive you and me when it seems we are on opposite sides. I let go of judging you and of judging myself.
I realize that when I disapprove of someone or something in my mind, it is really about me literally.
I only recently got that my disapproval hurts me. I used to think I was discriminating, and now I see the truth that I am not.
I get that we literally are one. That when I judge you, I am beating myself up.
When I rant and rave about something you did in my mind, I am really berating myself.
I feel that now when I do it and it hurts.
I feel the disapproving energy coming at me directly when I judge someone.
I now love myself no matter what.
I now love you no matter what.
I believe I create everything in my life.
That what I am reacting to is about me, not you.

Yes, I might decide to stay away from certain people or places because it makes me happier when do and I believe I have the right and the responsibility to be happy. But yet, I forgive. I love. Sometimes it is easy and sometimes I work very hard at it.

If we are going to make it, we have to get our oneness and start living the truth of it.
One world, no divisions,
differences are OK.
Divisions are not.
At least not for me.

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